March 2011
TOY STORY
thepakman:
HNNGG such nostalgia :’(
hikailey:
i really wana know
do you ever even consider me? cause i’m getting tired of you coming back and forth using me to please your self esteem.
i’m human too.
i’m going to hurt the person who hurts kailey back!!!
girls that wear floral anything is hot.
oh yea...
just because people are good with their words, doesn’t make them right.
this is to the general people of society.
sorry to say, but you guys are pretty freaking stupid. you guys don’t ever think for yourselves, and just allow people to control your lives. especially the younger people, the kids of this generation specifically. following every trend, there is no originality anymore. have thoughts for your own. oh and don’t get me started about the people who say “it’s my one...
February 2011
oh man...
i was talking to my brother earlier today. this doesn’t happen often, but we had a nice peaceful conversation. no arguments at all. not even a little one. whatever, that’s not he point. as we were we talking, we were talking about our lives. i realized how bad i fucked up. but to know that someone on this earth that still loved me regardless, made me feel good about myself. it made me...
Dear God:
i had an amazing weekend. after school kyle took me and donovyn to the movies. watch never say never is 3D. it was pretty good, still ashamed a little for watching it. then i went to keenans house,had a video making rampage. slept over, then picked up donovyn, went to ralphs then headed for cymbal breakfast. went to eddie jimmynez(jiminez) house. his house is awesome! the things he has are so...
i love how...
when i listen to classical music, it changes my perspective of how i see things. it just makes everything different. it brings life to life, no more dead emotions. it makes you feel a certain way about a certain thing. just filled with mixed emotions, yet you know exactly what you’re feeling. it’s just different. something i like to do is lie on the ground flat o my stomach and look...
thepakman is probably my favorite blogs. just because it’s so original. it’s entertaining and it always leaves a smile on my face.
the way im sitting is making my knees hurt. FUCK! i have a show on saturday, hopefully it won’t hurt by then so perform well.
depression...
i will be honest, i went through it for about 3 years of my life. but what helped me was to just move on with my life. i just thought it was best to past all the negative and just look at the positive. i felt like i was unloved, everywhere i went. i just took shit from everyone, everywhere. i questioned my own existents many times. luckily i never had suicidal thoughts, but i did feel unloved and...
my mind is always consumed by my thoughts. it’s always hectic in my fucking brain. i don’t even know what’s going on at times, there are so many things that are running through my brain at the same time. there will be one memory that would to one then two and it just keeps going. and i just have a train of thoughts running through my mind, sometimes even 3 at a time. i can just...
Dear God:
thank you for bringing me to the place i am today. but to be honest i have so exhausted. i wake everyday and don’t want to do anything, i just look in the mirror and regret what i have done to myself. but i know the person i become is because of me, i have no one to blame. there might be life-changing experiences, but i can take some control of how my life will change due to the experience....
I LOVE POTATOES
cynthiaaacow:
thatsonetightass:
charlieduong:
kristinconway:
French Fries
Potato Chips
Hash Brown
Tater tots
Mashed Potatoes
Potato Salad
Fried Potatoes
BAKED POTATOES!
you will never understand
my favorite vegetables.
it seems like im the only teenager that enjoys classical music. kids these days don’t appreciate anything in this world.
“For every dark night, there's a brighter day”
-tupac shakur.
Dear God:
i woke from a nap, and this feeling of insignificance just consumed my thoughts. i was just thinking about what im doing with my life. why am i so useless? what am i doing with all this time that is given to me? why can;t i seem to do something with my life? instead of just wasting time doing nothing, why don’t i go study or make something out of myself? why don’t i try harder to...
i hate when people can’t think for themselves. they follow every trend, and listen to every song on the radio. people start to forget who they really are, what they can do. they lose their opinions and just listen to people on t.v. or anyone popular. they will think one way at one moment and when someone famous says something, they think the total opposite. no one has their own sense of...
im good at reading people. i know what people mean by what they say. i know what they try to get at. i know every single hint they leave. i can tell what kind of person they are by the things they say and the way they say it. i know what the point they are trying to get across. i can read they’re body language unbelievably well. i know what people are thinking at times. no matter...
i value everyones’ lives as much as i value my own. and people seem to forget how important people are. it pisses me off when someone feels like they are better than another person. not in anyway, just in a way where they think they are some kind of superior being. and it pisses me off even more when i catch myself at times doing it. just sometimes there are some stupid people out there, but...
Dear God:
please, please, please help out my friend. she goes through way too much, Lord. the shit that she has to face every day is just not fair. Lord be the light in her darkest times, show her your endless mercy and unconditional love. because it seems like she hasn’t experienced your love yet. show her everything she’s worth, and lend her your strength as you did for me. Lord, you have been...
i hate when people try to give me advice about shit that i know more about. so shut the fuck up you stupid prick.
Dear God:
there has been so much going on lately. i don’t what’s going on rite now. they’re things happening that shouldn’t and i’m getting hurt. i make myself to vulnerable at times. i just want to not give a dam about anything anymore. my life can be in a shithole at times, but Lord i have faith in you. i may do things that are worldly, but Lord i know you love me the same....
i like older women.
they’re prettier, smarter, nicer, a lot more mature, and they teach you stuff. (;
I HATE BEING SICK!!!
Dear God:
i am so sick. i was so scared, i thought i was going to die. im starting to eat legit food, and holding back some barf. well i think im going to skip school tomorrow. then go to practice. hopefully. Lord please just heal me, i am so scared. i’ll take care of my body, no more junk food everyday. but junk food is awesome. but life is better, so Lord please help me.
love,
Luke.
florallies-deactivated20110402 asked: Hey Luke, thanks so much.
I never really got to say why I followed you in the first place, so here it goes. I admire how you write to God. I think it's creative and it says a lot about you to have such faith.
I never really got to say why I followed you in the first place, so here it goes. I admire how you write to God. I think it's creative and it says a lot about you to have such faith.
it's so cloudy...
what happen to you California? you used to be cool.
Dear God:
i have been making some really nice friends. it was one of their birthdays. i had a good time, such a nice house. im kind of tired, i don;t know what to do lately, with you know. hehe. please help out, im so bored and tired of it Lord. lol. thank you.
love,
Luke.
Dear God:
i’ve been holding a lot of shit back. i’m ready to knock someone out or just go off on anyone. but i try to stay strong. Lord please help me with this problem i have. i’m doing so much better with my temper, but it’s still hard. it’s not making me another person. i’m so sick of people and how stupid they can be. especially high schoolers, where they think they...
minachang asked: I was reading your Dear God posts and just reading these keep inspiring me to keep growing in my faith in Him too :)
I love meeting new brothers and sisters in Christ haha!
Hi im alice :)
I love meeting new brothers and sisters in Christ haha!
Hi im alice :)
jieunoh-deactivated20110331 asked: lol honestly, i dont even know that much french either. my knowledge of french is probably equivalent to a kindergartener from france.. and my teacher for french 1-3 (i had the same teacher) she would always jump off the wall and tell stories about her life.. and my 4th year teacher was just horrible...soo why are you taking french anyway???
