July 2011
Dear God,
yesterday and today were both long days. friday i had summer school, then my first day of work. i notice that i have to put in a lot of effort into my work, so that i may be successful. i thought my job would be pretty easy. i felt as if i could just talk to him and he would understand, but i have to have a whole lesson planned out. after work, i went to church, and went to go pick up jon, so that...
PUTA.
it’s been favorite word for awhile now. manny…i want you to see this post.
pinkie promises.
i take that shit to a whole nutha level. i say this all the time: “you break the promise, i break your fucking pinkie.” so keep your promises bitch, if you want have all ten fingers.
it’s 3 am and im tired af, but i can’t go to sleep.
work.
tomorrow is the my first day of work. ah shit i’m fucking excited. when i get my first pay check im gonna take out my family out to dinner, for being awesome. then my homies out to grub, because they’re the the fucking homies. and buy me some new clothes.
strong.
everyone has their days of feeling weak. so i kinda feel a little angry whenever people look at me, and think that i never have those days. there are many times when i just want to give up, fall straight down and just cry. it’s tough i know, but i have to stay strong. not for myself, but for the people around me. because i know they need someone in their life to be strong for them. i want to...
i have hope.
i have hope in humanity. in the depths of all our evil there is good inside every single one of us. we just need to look hard, and let nothing come in between what we truly know what’s right. we only act upon our “bad” side because that’s what feel comfortable with, only because we allowed ourselves to. so once people to realization, they’ll truly understand that...
people disgust me.
people disgust me with their actions, assumptions, and prejudice. but the most disgusting part of it all is we ask for something different everyday. yet no one does anything about it.
to all the young women out there.
please believe me when i say this, youth is your make-up. you’re beautiful the way you are.
Dear God,
today was very tiring. it was just like every other day of my summer. i either rot at home, summer school, or at drum line practice. i need something new, i need some excitement. i’m going crazy. i have this daily routine, and it sucks so much. it’s absolutely terrible. just Lord, please let my dad be less of a hard ass about things, and not let me be grounded anymore.
love,
Luke.
safe.
when i pray to my all powerful God, is when i feel the most secure. there’s no feeling in the world that beats the warmth of my Lord’s arms around me.
When you tell your parents the truth but they...
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i need a drink.
When you grab a midnight snack from the fridge and...
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selfish.
i try to do the things i do for the people around me. but in the end i help the people around me more for my own benefits. for my own selfish reasons. i need to be happy, i need that satisfaction. i need that feeling of true happiness. but what happiness is there, when the people around you are miserable? how can you be happy, when the people that matter most to you, are going through hell? so i...
"karma is a bitch"
as a Christian, i don’t believe in karma, i believe in justice. i believe that my God is a just God. he judges my actions, and He punishes me accordingly.
Dear God,
so this week has been pretty long. i don’t really know how to react. but there has been a lot on my mind this past week. a lot more than usual. well there are some things that i want to do, but can;t do alone. so i come again, to ask You for the help that i need.
love,
Luke.
i found a job.
i’m going to be teaching a man how to speak english. i think this will help me learn a lot, about many things. it might help me to be a little more responsible. i will be able to make my own money, and buy the things that i want, without asking my parents. they want to do so much for me, but they can’t. and now i can finally pay them back for everything they have done for me.
life.
many of my plans aren’t happening, but i blame myself. i blame myself for being stupid and always fucking up. i need to stop getting grounded, straighten the fuck up, and start acting right. i want to make my parents happy, but the way i am, there far from it. i wanna be a better person, not only for my own personal gain, but for the people around me. i think it’s a great way to start...
You throw something at your friend and it hits...
thepakman:
They look around like:
And you’re just like:
Dear God,
there’s been a lot on my mind lately. i’ve come to realize that even when it comes to my closest friends, where we tell each other everything, there’s still a lot of things we can still learn about each other. there’s still many insecurities we have about ourselves, and it hurts all deeply, but i’m reminded that we are safe in Your arms. many things we can’t do...
make better decisions.
be sure that you’re doing the right thing. i always think that i wouldn’t want my kids to turn out the way i did, or how most people know are like. so i try not to use my age as an excuse. “i’m still young” is the worst excuse, you’re just proving your parents right, by not being able to think for yourself. one of my motto’s in life is “think”....
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Dear God,
so i haven’t written (typed) a letter to You in awhile. well yesterday and today were my first two days of summer school, and it sucked. i know it”s my fault. but please help me, keep me strong. i need Your help. i have faith in You, Lord.
love,
Luke.
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a quarter pounder with cheese.
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somtimes
i want to rant to the world about its stupidity, but i hate typing. what to do?
i decided to go job hunting.
maybe when if i have a job i can learn to be a little more responsible.
"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The...
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